Reopening Illinois: Why I won’t be running to the open stores & restaurants right away…

So, Illinois is no longer under a #stayathome order. With our new “open reality,” it is now called “Recovery Executive Order.” Retail stores, salons, barbers and outdoor eating at restaurants are open again. Some people have been going stir crazy and can’t wait to start entering the indoor retail world of shopping. Then , there are others who can’t wait to sit at a table to eat other than their own or in their car. Churches are opening their doors to small groups of 10, while others are having drive in services or other types of outdoor worship.

While I am happy for these businesses and restaurants to open up and to hopefully save them from closing, I still will not be running to join the groups of people who are itching to get out. I do not feel comfortable eating in a restaurant or near a group of people or shopping inside a store. I have done perfectly fine shopping online or doing curbside service.

From what I see, our world is trying to learn to live with this virus. But the virus is still so new, that none of us are immune to it. It hasn’t even been totally tested, that those who have had the virus are completely immune to it.

I am not ready to “live with the virus.” I am not ready to participate in groups. I plan to keep my social circle at about 3 people – maybe 4 tops. Having asthma and diabetes, I need to be careful. We do need to keep in mind, that this virus is not gone. Just because we are opening up and loosening restrictions does not mean the pandemic is over. It is still here, and it will be here until there is a vaccine or treatment.

To some, this may sound too OCD or cautious. But I’d rather be cautious than sick or dead. I have a daughter that I’d like to see get married one day and I’d like to be a grandmother… I still have life to live with my mom and dad. And I still hope to have plenty of years with my boyfriend. Also – I have so much more art to create and many more books to read and write.

I am not ready to run to the mall. I am not ready to shop indoors. And I am not ready to eat at someone else’s table. The most I will do is hike outdoors or visit one of my favorite bookstores out of town that is very very large and has plenty of room to social distance. It also is requiring its customers to wear masks. That will be the only store I may go in for awhile…

…. Please do not judge me if I decide to wear a mask, decide to still stay home more or only visit with you outdoors. You see, not only do I want to protect myself- I want to protect others. I will wear a mask to protect myself and you. I will avoid groups of people to protect you and me. I will still stay home more – to protect you and me….

And if the rest of you want to “go live life” – then that is fine, if that is what makes you feel comfortable…. Because I am doing, what makes me feel comfortable.

Published by Ariana R. Cherry

“Within the depths of our mind, we are battling the duel of light and darkness…good and evil…love and hate…” Between Light and Darkness is Ariana’s most recent collection of poetry… Cherry’s frequent message she delivers throughout her work is, “The journey through the darkness, back into the light.” Her hope is to let others know that they won’t be in that place of darkness for long – that they indeed can reach the light once again…She also wants her readers to know – that – it is okay if they find themselves in that bleak blackness…Sometimes we feel guilty for going to that dark place – but it is necessary to conquer the demons that battle our souls…. Other books that Cherry has written include "Only If" and "Twisted Paths Poetry." Her epic tale, “Only If,” won the “Reader’s Favorite Award” and a 5 star review…and her collection, “Twisted Paths Poetry,” received a 5 star review from Realistic Poetry International. She has been writing ever since she was a child. Some of her inspirations include Edgar Allen Poe, Robert Frost, Stephen King, Emily Dickinson, Christopher Pike and Shel Silverstein. Ariana writes a variety of genres: inspirational, humorous and horror – although writing horror is one of her favorites…. She was 12 years old when she read Poe for the very first time – which inspired her epic poetry tale, “Only If.“ During other parts of her free time, she enjoys taking photos and creating art. Her “day-jobs” include working as a church administrative aide and reporting for a local newspaper.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: